Mycelium Medicine Ceremony
A ceremonial offering of dissolution, truth, and reconnection
There are medicines that teach through guidance, and there are medicines that teach by undoing.
Mycelium medicine belongs to the latter.
This work is not about healing in the way the word is often used. It is about disassembly. About loosening what has become rigid, false, or over identified, so that a deeper intelligence can be felt again beneath the surface.
I offer this work because I am deeply called to it, and because my own relationship with this medicine has shown me its capacity to return people to humility, truth, and interconnection when held with respect.
The nature of mycelium medicine
Mycelium medicine works horizontally rather than vertically. It dissolves hierarchy, identity, and story, revealing the living network beneath the self. It reminds the nervous system that it is not separate, not central, and not alone.
The experience is often non linear, immersive, and profoundly honest. It does not offer answers. It changes the way the questions are held.
This offering
This is a ceremonial and relational offering, not a recreational or exploratory experience.
The work is held slowly, with careful attention to readiness, intention, and integration. The emphasis is not on intensity, but on containment and meaning.
This medicine is approached as a teacher that requires maturity, humility, and respect. It is not used to escape, to seek spectacle, or to bypass lived work.
The role I hold
I do not position myself as a guide who leads or directs the experience.
My role is to hold the container with steadiness, clarity, and responsibility. To protect the space. To listen. To witness. To support integration after the experience so that what is revealed can be lived rather than merely remembered.
The medicine does its own work. My responsibility is to ensure that the conditions around it are clean, grounded, and respectful.
Who this work is for
This offering is for those who already have a relationship with inner work, altered states, or shamanic or ceremonial practice. It is not an entry point.
It may be appropriate for those who feel:
- Called to dismantle long held structures of identity
- At a threshold where old ways of seeing no longer hold
- Ready to meet truth without narrative comfort
- Drawn to understand interconnection beyond concept
Not everyone is called to work with this medicine, and discernment is an essential part of the process.
Integration and aftercare
Mycelium medicine continues to work long after the ceremony itself.
Integration is not an optional addition. It is part of the medicine. Time is given to help what has been dissolved reorganise in a way that supports life rather than destabilises it.
This may involve reflection, conversation, grounding practices, and a return to the body and the everyday.
Intention
This offering is intentionally held in private ceremony in a carefully considered way. Fewer elements. Fewer words. No unnecessary additions.
The medicine itself is sufficient.
Invitation
If you feel a quiet recognition rather than excitement as you read this, that is the place to listen from.
This work is entered slowly, by conversation and mutual discernment. Not every call is meant to be answered immediately, and not every interest becomes an invitation.
If this medicine is meant to be met, it will be met in its own time.
Holding Ancient Medicine
I have been working with plant medicine for over eleven years. During this time, my connection with the medicine developed intensely, with devotion, reverence and dedicated continued inner work. Alongside my personal path, I spent time assisting in ceremonies at Ayamama in Rotterdam, where I gained experience holding space, supporting participants, and learning to work with the medicine for the benefit of others.
My path has involved deep inner work and healing, extending to ancestral and collective layers. I approached this consciously and with full intention, facing even the most challenging moments without avoidance, gaining the experience and presence to guide others.
I was called into service directly by the medicine itself and approach this work with deep humility, gratitude and respect.
This is not simply something I offer. This is something I live.
